No seriously I look at this task Organise and Diarise and I feel paralysed.
So my issue with this is that am i going to train in the morning or evenings? and my husband wants to train with me too and he is on call some weeks which means his evening will be uncertain and the mornings.. I honestly believe that I can not stick to a morning program.
I mean sure 1,2 or 3 weeks but then after that I will go back to not being able to go in the mornings and to tell you the truth I enjoy the afternoon training more.
So I'm thinking that some days will be morning and some will be evening.. I am planning on doing the training. So where do I put it in to my diary? If I don't train at the time I have planned will i feel that I have let myself down and then start a negative thought pattern in my head???
So I understand this all sounds very child like and silly but it is a hurdle and of concern for me.
Maybe because my whole days are diarised with all my work appointments that I don't want this to feel like that too, is this my issue?
This task scars me!
Any advise you might have?